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| this is the dress LIGIA |
| 06.24.04 (12:07 am) [edit] |
Ling....this is the one everyone is wearing!!!
tHIS IS Krystle. Her dress is Silver, Myrna's is Lavander and Jing's cousin is Baby blue. you can wear either tan or green or yellow!
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| argh |
| 06.02.04 (9:01 am) [edit] |
finding out that some of my sponsors and several guests have already found a dress for the wedding.....
got me stressing about my dress :shock: i was thinking that i have plenty of time till the wedding day.... :roll: hahah! ok now come to think of it....I don't....i didn't think about the time it would take if i had to order it or have it made....
but thanks to everyone who's made an attempt to help me and encourage me......you know who you are muah!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D
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| start of my weekend |
| 05.24.04 (9:51 am) [edit] |
whataweek whataweek i had!
I picketted outside the SBC Pasadena building last friday. We were marching, yelling, and chanting....I had so much fun like I never imagined I would :) I mean golly, I praise God there were several ppl i got along with (personality-wise i mean) and we had a blast! :D
saturday, Kat woke me up at 7ish, she said she was taking amtrak up here. and i promised my parents i would help clean the apartment so i cleaned the bathroom, did some dusting, vacuumed the carpet.
i was glad i didn't lose my voice from yelling during the strike but my legs are verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyy yyy sore from my 5 hour walk.
we picked up kat from the amtrak and went to Empire Center, went to Memories, JambaJuice, then Frys. We saw Mikee and Angeline.
OMYGoodness, I didn't know they had filipino DVDS or VCDS (not sure what they are) at FRY's. I was sooooo trippin :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:
i bought 4 dvds (not filipino) ANIMATRIX, STOMP OUT LOUD, TORTILLA SOUP and THUMBWARS. <--- that's my newest fascination ....I will be collecting them alll hahahhahahahaha :twisted: j/p>
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| I PASSED i think |
| 05.19.04 (10:32 pm) [edit] |
:oops: been feeling sick lately.... depressed...down...gloomy...or sumtin like that
but i kinda feel much better now :lol:
even jing is confused...but I'm sure he's just happy for me....
honestly...I'm glad to watch TV, It keeps my mind off things I normally worry about and stress about.
I spoke to maricar today...she just got back from the hospital, poor girl, she's been sick throughout this whole pregnancy....Imma go visit her on sunday
i took the AUTOCLUB test today. TEST one I passed...I have yet to hear about the TEST two. How weird, they use hair samples to test drugs instead of urine.
yesterday the UNION said we will continue wrking without a contract business as usual. today they said we're going on a four day strike. Friday to Monday. YAY Vacation for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D
Jing fixed my computer...I'm sooo happy!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D
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| argh |
| 05.17.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
I'm back on my depressed state. Everything gets to me. The computer slowing down, ppl who dun't know how to drive. Youngins who think they can be happy with money----PATHETIC! I was freezing at work, really...I had a jacket and still had to borrow a blanket from Kermit.
strike rumormill again. they said probably wednesday. You know what? really..whatever!
I don't feel like socializing lately....last sunday If not for jing bringing brian and eleonor with us, i would have just stayed in my car all day by myself. Yeah, but we watched TROY instead. I can sit for hours thinking, getting sad, feeling pity for my pathetic self and not get a thing accomplished. AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHH HH
Or i'll be fine trying to beat PJ's score at BLUEBlocks.
I'm so frustrated.....
I feel like i want to start screaming at a certain someone for being so insensitive and selfish to me. then i wonder, what if I'm being selfish, but you know what???? I DON"T care! I have a valid reason to be mad. So many years I've been a friend....Yeah she may have her own issues but HELLO!!!!! I'm getting married.....can you at least pretend you're trying to support me. It's not like I don't have a lot of things on my mind as well.
i'm tired. I will sleep now. night
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| civic for wakochik |
| 05.12.04 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
happiness :D :D :D :D :D
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| sniffy funny |
| 05.10.04 (11:05 pm) [edit] |
sniffy is hyper again
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| mommies day |
| 05.09.04 (11:42 pm) [edit] |
i feel better...not completely...although a great improvement from last week. certain things still trigger my anxiety...praise God for medication!
since i had a really emotionally stressful, really hotttt week in addition to my computer trippin big time, i barely had time to prepare for the mother's day thing at church.
church turned out okay though....it wasn't perfect but i'll be more prepared for father's day!
i haven't talked to jenne, i should call her and load her phone.
happy mother's day to all mummies!!!!!!
okay law and order on TV lates!!!!!
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| forget me now |
| 05.04.04 (10:09 am) [edit] |
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iT'S difficult when no one really understands how you feel. It's hard to stop crying when it doesn't really matter when you stop.... things will never change. I was encouraged by certain people i will forever be grateful for support... but i can't help being confused. i'm not sure what will lift this dark cloud of sadness away from me.... i trust God, i really do, but i'm just really sad. I want to be happy. It makes me sad when people look at me like i'm worthless.... like everything i've done has no value because i got sick. Life is so unfair. I wish i had the courage to confront them all. I wish i had the strength to keep my tears from falling when i remember how much of a loser i am. I'm never good enough... never good enough for anything good. But yet all my faults are magnified to the point there is no way of reclaiming myself worth. so this is what elisa nucum, karen may and chris dolan was telling me. I am so angry..i am so sad... i am so confused. nothing matters...my kindness and concern and help for others don't mean anything....all that matters is that i got sick and missed work.... and that my friendship is not strong enough for anything.... i'm not important...i understand...i understand the values this world looks at...then i'd rather be not of this world...I want out.... i just want to disappear...to be nothing but a faint memory... i want to be forgotten...
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| my section |
| 04.29.04 (10:53 am) [edit] |
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| the he she from pasadena |
| 04.29.04 (1:10 am) [edit] |
I'VE BEEN WANTING TO WRITE THIS SINCE YESTERDAY BUT I DIDN'T HAVE TIME...
i saw the MAN LADY in Pasadena Yesterday.
HE/SHE usually wears all black with a long black wig with a low cut top with enormous breast implants carrying a huge bag.
Yesterday on my way to TOKYO WAKO to meet up with my co-workers for John's 5th Year anniversary lunch (Thanks john 4 inviting me, how sweet of u to think of me :D ) i was waiting for the light to change colors...i notice a tall person on the other side of the street...khaki pedal pushers, purple top and short black hair. I stared coz this person looked soooo familiar. Looking closely...it was HIM/HER. when i realized it was him/her.... then i noticed he/she was wearing a sheer purple top without a BRA. Oh my GOSH! i had to look away..... :shock:
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| this weekend was aight! |
| 04.26.04 (12:43 am) [edit] |
Okay i alrdy wrote about my exhausting week job hunting! so i was sooo tired I missed Thursday Bible Study at kuya's. Friday I was sooo tired I didn't get to go to the Lounge after work. I didn't have to take my co worker home (he found another ride) and Jenne got sick. So I went home, played with SNIFFY and watched mom's soaps with her.
I slept pretty early than normal....I crashed by 12:30. I woke up a few different times but i got up at seven thirty to get ready for work. I wasn't as tired as i normally am when i have to wrk on a saturday. I was in a lot better mood. I said HI to everyone, just taking the day lightly and fun. It wasn't sooo busy, we got a few slow times...so it was all good!
When i got home I decided to play a bit more with SNIFFY! then i called kuya and mel if they wanted to go watch a movie with me and jing. They said yes and it was a movie i've been wanting to see 13 GOING ON 30! No regrets! It was cute and funny!
I found out today I'm in the MOTHER's and FATHER's DAY
commitee at church. Yeah we had a meeting at Denny's at lunch. Jun and Doy will be in charge of food. Little Que will be incharge of a few special numbers with her friends. Mel is in charge of the other kids in Sunday School. I'll be in charge of the powerpoint, some research for Mother's Day poems etc, create a What is a Best Mom entry form, buy the flowers and decor. PROJECT, YAY!
i'm sleepy......Goooonaaaaaaaayt! :D
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| FRUGAL???? |
| 04.23.04 (11:53 pm) [edit] |
okay.... why is it that some people can actually make much more money than me or most of the people I know and yet..they are not at all inspiring nor admirable?
okay is it considered FRUGAL if let's say, you have a lot of money, not necessarily being selfish about sharing it but more like never letting go of that thing they've given you...you will hear it over and over again... and you will feel it would have been better if you never got anything at all. Or is that considered SHOWY? <---haha, is that a word? i mean you know, like is that being proud? I think so.....:? >
I mean some people can afford a lot of things, more than their means but they are just NOT nice or kind or honest. That's sad!
I have to admit, it kinda makes me feel a little sad when i compare material things and i don't have as much....and i even get frustrated at times, feeling my dreams will never turn into reality...blah-blah-blah!
But God always reminds me, this is me...his abundant blessings...a loving family...a person who has truly shown how much he loved me.... kind co-workers and ministry friends....
it's so amazing but it's true....treat others the way you want to be treated....I've lived it! a little kindness and thoughtfulness goes a long way.
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| APPRENTICE |
| 04.22.04 (10:40 am) [edit] |
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oH My goodness! I had an interview with a headhunter and I'm still shaking. He scared me...REALLY! Golly, he played Devil's Advocate <---as he puts it and asked all these questions why he thinks i should be hired as an admin asst to a CEO. Okay okay, I learned something about what TOP CEO's feel AND look for... so that's how it's like to be in front of Donald Trump in the Apprentice. And I learned I don't want to be an Admin Asst, bec Employers are not looking for employees for the meantime, they want long term commitment. I can't commit myself to working for someone for 15-20 years....YIIIIIIIIIKKKKKes!>
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| inspired? motivated? i can do this, can't i? |
| 04.21.04 (12:32 am) [edit] |
hmmnnnn.....
should i go and start my business now????
****wondering*****
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| hamster cartoon |
| 04.21.04 (12:26 am) [edit] |
tuesday:
woke up at 8 am, printed my references for my job hunting
got to physical therapy at 9:10, waited till 9:45
wow, i'm getting patient!
the doc put on some anti-inflammatory cream on my wrists and started massaging it with a warm instrument.
he also evaluated me, gave me a few exercises to do at work. and gave me an icepack. I was out by 10:15. I'll be back tmrw.
had ZANKOU for lunch. I'm getting addicted to zankou. I had it twice in the last 5 days. friday i had shwarma (chicken), today i had tarna (beef). i like the chicken better. it comes with the yummy garlic sauce.
Marriott called to schedule an interview at sherman oaks at 5, woo-hoo!
i went to jennes to drop off her cell. i got lost and took me 45 minutes to get there. krystle was there, we ended up talking for a while, then i left.
i got home and decided to clean my closet. i got 2 phone calls one from Career strategies, sounds like an employment agency and A+tutors for a program coordinator. The first one i scheduled fot thursday at 9am, it's in wilshire, pretty close by. The second was supposed to be today at 7. But it took forever at the marriott and i got lost and traffic.....i didn't make it.
I'll try to set up an appointment tmrw. I'm most interested in that job.
the marriot, like the Triple A all did a personality test...hmnnn actually target did too. I guess that's how it works now. Anyway, it feels weird though, they really have to evaluate the kind of person you are FIRST. I guess it's good, oh well.
Jing met me at vons, I bought things to make dinner.
He made seafood alfredo and I made stuffed mushrooms. It was a great dinner.
I made a hamster cartoon character HAMADDEUS. Check linez.com to view. I'm gonna be creating a girl soon.... :D byeee for now
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| my weekend |
| 04.19.04 (7:03 pm) [edit] |
my weekend...
jenne and krystle stopped by last friday. jenne let me cut off her hair, then some more on sunday.
i wasn't feeling too good starting thursday due to my arms..they're killing me...still killing me... i need to go to phys therapy tomorrow.... :cry:
sniffy is funny...he wakes me up at 2:30 am and 4 am everyday so he can play....i let him run in his ball...he loves it!
i haven't had a decent sleep for a while :?
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| tuesday |
| 04.14.04 (2:57 am) [edit] |
i slept at 3:30 am yesterday... my hamster's acting weird..he's always sleep and also waking up later and later in the night. i hope he's okay...
then i was awaken around 9am by sniffy (my hamster) scratching on his food thingy...i went back to sleep.
i had a good sleep... i dreamt that pastor hector was so late for church we were joking with tita lynetth about him, then i got awaken by my dad calling me from the door telling me jing was on the phone. RATS, it was 12 nn, i normally leave my house no later than 12:20...I overslept! OH my...
none of my clothes seemed to fit...my face looks so flushed and pale, my hair is not cooperating....it was crazy...
i drove to work and amazingly still made it early enough to log into my phone, get some cookies and soda and mingle with a few people on the floor before we started.
work was okay....candice and maria kept cracking me up sa usual! They are so hilarious! Shonikka was sick yesterday, i think she took a few days off.
my mosaix outbound went okay...rumors were going around saying that the directors of the dept are doing admin monitoring on us... well, i hope we did well.
i had a feeling trina monitored me 2 co'z she disappeared for a while. She started calling people into her office. Jermaine was there the longest. He was trippin jokingly of course. He was arguing him not getting a perfect score. I still wonder what he's doing in our department. For crying out loud, he's a Business Major Graduate!
anyway, when i had to take in calls from 5-6, i was actually doing good... then this filipino guy called in. His phone was disconnected and wanted to restore it. Then he kept saying things over and over and over and over. He killed my average handle time... that was 19 minutes! aaaaaaaargh!
yeah this girl had to pay a deposit to get her line turned back on again but she didn't want to. Then i told her she can have toll restriction instead. She said she didn't want to either. Just like the filipino guy, this conversation kept going around in a circle.... I finally said," I'm sorry maam but you can't have everything! " she said just disconnect the line and hung upm whatever!
wedding planning.... JC and Leah are helping with the shower....i dunno what to do....I'm too embarrased to ask for help from people.
i ate my pride and asked kat to help me, she said yes but i have to go over my list and start assigning tasks to everyone... was i supposed to do this?
jing made the nicest mock up of the invites...I LOVE IT! then i started embossing the sleeves...I've done 40, yay, 80 more hahah!
okay i better sleep now....i might not wake up again tomorrow
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| updates |
| 04.13.04 (2:10 am) [edit] |
i got new pictures posted on linez.com/pix. the headbands of flowergirls are done too yay :D the final design for the favors are also done, we just have to start putting them together.
i sorta want to stop thinking about the wedding but i can't. i'm worried about the strike but i'm sure everything will be alright!
this wedding thing is weird... how do you ask people for help? I mean i wouldn't want to seem like i'm desperate or taking advantage?
anyway, ish funny how pedro kept bugging me to eat chicken, in reference to Mizthang! Whatever, i just lost my appetite. hahah
kat and i made up, she's an old folkie yay!
lynda wants to help me write my book as a response FISH. Let's be realistic now, you can
t love your job if there is nothing to love. but you can be happy in your job if there's something to be happy about.
i'm looking forward to working with lynda. we're so similar.... so similar it's scary. yeah I'm a blonde! I'm thinking of bleaching my hair blonde to make everyone happy...or maybe start off with a wig.
btw, i was so disappointed with the sunday times... there were no good jobs in the career builder, not enough ads from stores coz it was holiday and worst of all, no coupons! ARRRRRRGHHHH!
dhang my kuya suprised me. I told him about bible code and he starught out tells me that he knows about it and he's already done research on it... golly, what a nerd! I'm proud of my very smart brother!
i've been sleeping more now than last week..i guess my body is trying to recupirate... i feel soooo tired... my finger got burned by the hot glue stick again...i have a booboo on my toes...i found a bruise on my right leg.... and my tendonitis is acting up.... I'M FALLING APART!
did you know that HGTV show Designer's challenge? Couples budget abour 45-50,000 dollars for one room renovation....O MY GOODNESH!
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| saturday |
| 04.11.04 (2:31 am) [edit] |
it's technically Easter! I'm sooo tired.... I barely added new pictures on my picture gallery on linez.com. God is good! I had a great weekend, long and tiring, but very good. I got so much accomplished.
flower girl baskets, pillows, veil and cord, candle holders are done. i started working on the headband for the flower girls...should be done by tomorrow.
last night we went to the 7 last words service at church then went bowling with kuya... my ball blinks! OH YEAH! Cool ball... especially in the gutter,hahhaha!
I may have to take my laptop in again....my CD drive is trippin... but i hate going to Fry's kasi customer service is terrible.
Happy Berday to Kat, Jun and Camella!!!! yay, birthday people.
U went to downtown LA with Krystle today for her bridesmaid dress, we couldn't find a dress, but i had plenty of fun. i haven't spent time with her for the longest time.
I went 2 church to see if there's anything i can do for tomorrow..i mean today easter... it was done, i took a two hour nap in my car. when i woke up, they already started the party thing for jun....
i didn't eat, was too sleepy to eat....
we went to Sushi Zen, FINALLY....
Krystle's working there and tito Vic from New Hope is a Sushi Chef...
OHMYGOODNESS... the food was soooo good.
it was me, jing, kathy, vince and jun.
Uncle vic and krystle hooked us up! Yummy!!!!
i cleaned sniffy's house... it's not stinky but it needed some cleaning...i think he likes it better like that anyway....
I'm very tired and sleepy..I have a long day tomorrow....
aightzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzzzzzz
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| no sleep |
| 04.10.04 (2:33 am) [edit] |
I haven't had a good sleep in days....
I'm on the insomiac diet plan...IT WORKS! hahahh!
i'm turning in early tonight, okay this morning at 2:30, after I brush my teeth....
i have to go with krystle tmrrw to pick a bridesmaids dress for her
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| catching up |
| 04.07.04 (3:33 am) [edit] |
mygoodness I haven't written here for the longest time.
i was actually trying to publish a blog through LINEZ.com, but i can't or should i say I don't have the patience to understand it. My kuya's right, it's not that easy.
anyway, wedding plans are keeping me busy nowadays. We're currently working on the chair decor and invites, and favors and flowergirl baskets. there's so much to do and it so little time. my mom said it best..."August is just around the corner!"
Three, no four people at work are pregnant, there's more of them, but these are the ones that just told me all of a sudden. I want to do something nice for them, maybe a baby shower party for each one. nothing big, but maybe a diaper cake, a card, balloons and a piggy bank. I have to start doing sumthin since they're all due july i think.
I faxed and email my resumes to different companies today. I hope i get a cool second job, this whole STRIKE thing is weird, but I'm sure its gonna be fine.
BY the WAY, I got a D on my RE Textbook Exam! yay! I've never been happier to get a D in my whole life. A D means I can take the state exam, but of course I have to study harder....Hahahah! Pasang awa, magaling na bata. Jing hasn't received his results yet, he probably Aced it anyway!
I was looking for kat's home address, and I can't find it, so i started digging through old mail. Dhang.....my whole teenage like flashed before my eyes.....Old friends, acquiantances, old relationships and it's sad to realized i didn't keep in touch with all of them.
But I did find a letter BOGsy wrote me a long time ago along with his poem "ANG ITLOG!" he has to read it on thurdsday.
I found out my Manong has found a Gerlfren...OH MY GOSH, in love na sila, I'm so kilig! heheheh
someone from myspace sent me a proposal to hook up...okay, duh, my pictures are with jing.... can't they see??? hahahah
I'm coupon and AD crazy....Never shop without it......bwahahahahah
I miss the Philippines..I wanna go back home, i wanna see everyone again. I called Te' kel, I remembered again how much I miss her. Her cell kept dying so i told her I'll call her back. BTW, she still hasn't sent me the pix of her kids, how sad!
I realized i drained the battery of my clie, MAN, I lost all my addresses and notes and games....KAASAR talaga!
I have a migraine headache, i hope i feel better tomorrow....I get it, withdrawal from ZOLOFT! arrgggghhhh I need to stop my medications. someone told me that ZOloft causes people to want to commit suicide, NO WAY! I hope not!
Due to many busy and sleepless nights lately, I've been sleeping around 4-7 every morning..... no good! I better get some rest, now it's 3:30, really I need to sleep, so Imma sleep, yes imma sleep ZZZZzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzz!
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| bye bye sticky |
| 03.21.04 (11:04 pm) [edit] |
Sticky moved on to a better place.... :cry:
i miss him so much, but my kuya got me a new hamster, his name is SNIFFY!
I got a call from parents telling me my kuya said that Sticky may only be hibernating. Mom dug him out of his hole and tried to warm him up, but he has already moved on.
Something happened today and i'm much in shock.
i gave kids of a millionaire toys today.
and the cheapest of the toys i got them was 99cents and they loved it!
wasn't that weird???? :roll:
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| what happened |
| 03.18.04 (12:09 am) [edit] |
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for better or for worse is on...and why the heck or should i say how the heck can they have a wedding at the derby for $5,000???
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| slaves |
| 03.14.04 (1:18 am) [edit] |
. . you are that one’s slaves whom you obey . . .
—Romans 6:16
BEING ENSLAVED TO OURSELVES IS WRONG!
our habits can enslave us...BE CAREFUL
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