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| start of my weekend |
| 05.24.04 (9:51 am) [edit] |
whataweek whataweek i had!
I picketted outside the SBC Pasadena building last friday. We were marching, yelling, and chanting....I had so much fun like I never imagined I would :) I mean golly, I praise God there were several ppl i got along with (personality-wise i mean) and we had a blast! :D
saturday, Kat woke me up at 7ish, she said she was taking amtrak up here. and i promised my parents i would help clean the apartment so i cleaned the bathroom, did some dusting, vacuumed the carpet.
i was glad i didn't lose my voice from yelling during the strike but my legs are verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrryyyyyyy yyy sore from my 5 hour walk.
we picked up kat from the amtrak and went to Empire Center, went to Memories, JambaJuice, then Frys. We saw Mikee and Angeline.
OMYGoodness, I didn't know they had filipino DVDS or VCDS (not sure what they are) at FRY's. I was sooooo trippin :shock: :shock: :shock: :shock:
i bought 4 dvds (not filipino) ANIMATRIX, STOMP OUT LOUD, TORTILLA SOUP and THUMBWARS. <--- that's my newest fascination ....I will be collecting them alll hahahhahahahaha :twisted: j/p>
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| I PASSED i think |
| 05.19.04 (10:32 pm) [edit] |
:oops: been feeling sick lately.... depressed...down...gloomy...or sumtin like that
but i kinda feel much better now :lol:
even jing is confused...but I'm sure he's just happy for me....
honestly...I'm glad to watch TV, It keeps my mind off things I normally worry about and stress about.
I spoke to maricar today...she just got back from the hospital, poor girl, she's been sick throughout this whole pregnancy....Imma go visit her on sunday
i took the AUTOCLUB test today. TEST one I passed...I have yet to hear about the TEST two. How weird, they use hair samples to test drugs instead of urine.
yesterday the UNION said we will continue wrking without a contract business as usual. today they said we're going on a four day strike. Friday to Monday. YAY Vacation for me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D
Jing fixed my computer...I'm sooo happy!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D
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| argh |
| 05.17.04 (10:35 pm) [edit] |
I'm back on my depressed state. Everything gets to me. The computer slowing down, ppl who dun't know how to drive. Youngins who think they can be happy with money----PATHETIC! I was freezing at work, really...I had a jacket and still had to borrow a blanket from Kermit.
strike rumormill again. they said probably wednesday. You know what? really..whatever!
I don't feel like socializing lately....last sunday If not for jing bringing brian and eleonor with us, i would have just stayed in my car all day by myself. Yeah, but we watched TROY instead. I can sit for hours thinking, getting sad, feeling pity for my pathetic self and not get a thing accomplished. AAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHH HH
Or i'll be fine trying to beat PJ's score at BLUEBlocks.
I'm so frustrated.....
I feel like i want to start screaming at a certain someone for being so insensitive and selfish to me. then i wonder, what if I'm being selfish, but you know what???? I DON"T care! I have a valid reason to be mad. So many years I've been a friend....Yeah she may have her own issues but HELLO!!!!! I'm getting married.....can you at least pretend you're trying to support me. It's not like I don't have a lot of things on my mind as well.
i'm tired. I will sleep now. night
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| civic for wakochik |
| 05.12.04 (11:37 pm) [edit] |
happiness :D :D :D :D :D
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| sniffy funny |
| 05.10.04 (11:05 pm) [edit] |
sniffy is hyper again
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| mommies day |
| 05.09.04 (11:42 pm) [edit] |
i feel better...not completely...although a great improvement from last week. certain things still trigger my anxiety...praise God for medication!
since i had a really emotionally stressful, really hotttt week in addition to my computer trippin big time, i barely had time to prepare for the mother's day thing at church.
church turned out okay though....it wasn't perfect but i'll be more prepared for father's day!
i haven't talked to jenne, i should call her and load her phone.
happy mother's day to all mummies!!!!!!
okay law and order on TV lates!!!!!
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| forget me now |
| 05.04.04 (10:09 am) [edit] |
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iT'S difficult when no one really understands how you feel. It's hard to stop crying when it doesn't really matter when you stop.... things will never change. I was encouraged by certain people i will forever be grateful for support... but i can't help being confused. i'm not sure what will lift this dark cloud of sadness away from me.... i trust God, i really do, but i'm just really sad. I want to be happy. It makes me sad when people look at me like i'm worthless.... like everything i've done has no value because i got sick. Life is so unfair. I wish i had the courage to confront them all. I wish i had the strength to keep my tears from falling when i remember how much of a loser i am. I'm never good enough... never good enough for anything good. But yet all my faults are magnified to the point there is no way of reclaiming myself worth. so this is what elisa nucum, karen may and chris dolan was telling me. I am so angry..i am so sad... i am so confused. nothing matters...my kindness and concern and help for others don't mean anything....all that matters is that i got sick and missed work.... and that my friendship is not strong enough for anything.... i'm not important...i understand...i understand the values this world looks at...then i'd rather be not of this world...I want out.... i just want to disappear...to be nothing but a faint memory... i want to be forgotten...
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